Tuesday, December 20, 2011

Dancing to our tunes.

I entered the bar and hunted for her. The loud music made me cringe but I had to go in as I promised her I would meet her here. The place was packed on a lousy Wednesday evening and it smelt more of cigarettes than alcohol. I took a deep breath to calm myself down and continued looking for her. I finally found her sitting on a bar stool deep in conversation with a man. My heart sank. He looked dreamy and charming. Did I have reason to worry? I knew she loved me, cared for me and wanted to be with me. No man would ever be competition for me. I tried to not pay heed to that green eyed monster. Yes my jealous thoughts are cliché. Can you blame me? This feeling makes thinking very difficult.  And why did she have to look so hot anyway. I could imagine I was one of the few that found women in oversized clothes turning on. But the dark grey sweater, skinny jeans and black heels made her look delicious. The sweater even brought out her eyes, or is that expected from someone who is smitten. At that moment she spotted me. “S!! Finally love. I have been waiting. You look hot in that dress hon,” N said as she kissed my cheek. “This is Robert. I met him here. He brought us Martinis,” she added. There was a devilish look in her eyes. She knew her extrovert ways bothered me. But I knew my anxiety just encouraged her. We have been living together for eight months. Why does a man, who we will never meet again, cause me worry and unnecessary heartache? Beats me.
Her coy smile and tug at my hand brought me back to our reality. “S! Your martini must be on its way. We can sit at the back of the pub,” N said. “No love. We will sit wherever you want,” I replied holding her hand a little tighter. My grip made her a bit more comfortable. She waved bye to Robert and we wandered to a private spot. In that moment I realised how different we both are. She loved outdoor gatherings like such and an occasional dance night-out. I preferred avoiding human contact on most days. She ridiculed my ways but never with much seriousness. Such small things we never held on to as we were “in love” or as people would term it in "our honeymoon phase". I was just insecure as she was so obnoxiously attractive and supremely interesting too. I constantly felt the need to know she would stay mine. How very acquisitive of me.
We haven’t told our parents or our friends for that matter. We just have it lipsticked on every mirror in the house we lived in. I have wanted to tell everyone and anyone for a while. But I understand her need for time. Being together, living together worked fine for us. It was not going to go down well with our parents though. And sometimes I didn’t want to care. She did care and I learnt to restrain from ever bringing it up. After forty fights about the same thing, you learn quick.
“Oh S! You are in one of those moods today,” N said bringing my-not-suitable-for-pub thoughts to a halt. I then realised she had been staring at me and stroking my manicured hands with her petite ones. Something that usually made my heart skip beats. But I was buried in thoughts to notice.
“Sorry love,” I said noticing my drink had arrived as well. “I was on another planet. I am all yours now,” I replied giving her a soft kiss. She seemed pleased as she held me there for a few moments. The DJ right about then played “our song”. The song is called our song, we didn’t have a song picked out yet. She looked at me with a cheeky smile knowing I would want to slow dance. My legs were shaking with anticipation. She knew me so well. I stood up and led her to the dance floor. She looked breathtaking. Her eyes shone with love and her smile spoke of a superior connection we shared.
I pulled her close to me. She rested her head on my shoulder and we swayed in complete silence. Not the uncomfortable kind. But, the kind where volumes of conversation is exchanged. We stayed that way for a long time. Songs changed, the pace changed too, but we couldn’t get out of our world.
“S!” she said in a voice that was coated with concern. “Thanks for coming today. We have both been so busy. Our worlds don’t intersect too often on an everyday basis; with you and your confined writing and me with my obsessive consulting. But occasional nights like this make me realise I couldn’t be with anyone else. In all our differences, and we both know there are many, we have built our heaven,” she said. 
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I pulled her closer and her deep sigh brought our conversation to an end. We danced our ‘special’ dance to tunes that we had made, in the world we had written for ourselves. We didn’t notice the stares we got that night or any time after. We had found a place we could call our own, far away from the cruel judgments of the world. We danced our time away.

This is part two of a story. Read part one here.

Note to the reader:
I try very hard to not write cliche stories. But this one was one I was tempted to write. :) Hope you enjoyed it. :)


  1. so adorable! :) :* if there were any cliches i really didnt notice :):)
    you're amazing at telling stories Nids! :*
    i'm so proud! :D :*
    love you tons!!

  2. woowwww...

    does love like this really exist... :) read the first post too.. its fab you know... :) mesmerizing :)

    Really love is blind and so is it pure.. :)

    Take care

  3. Nice one S! I didn't notice the cliches either!

    Keep it coming babe! :-)

  4. Enjoyment, tick. kick ass crafting, tick. But i'd be lying if I said that i liked this more than your spicy specials with those delicious twists. But this was really warm and feel-goody.

  5. I love the attention to detail! You draw the reader into the place you want him to be...and thats the best part about ur writing! This post was very reassuring..to know that love like this is still written about and yet written differently! :)

  6. Beautiful! I don't know how I missed part 1! Loved it Nids!

  7. Loved it! Im constantly amazed by your skill with fiction!

  8. In today's modern fiction,there are no intricate details which add depth and charm but your stories have surplus of those details. Love it.Love it for the lil details :)
    I loved the phrase "Superior Connection".such a beautiful phrase.

  9. kneehara: Thanks love :* you are far too kind. :*

    Raniyal Niyada: Welcome to my blog. :) Thank you so much for your kind words. :)

    Towards Harmony: Thanks babe :) Will do :)

    Rohit Venkatesh: hehe. I could have expected that. :) hehe. Will try. :)

    Parth Jhala: Thank you. :) I am glad. :)

    Psych Babbler™ : I am glad you read both but. :) Thank you babe :)

    D!! I am glad :D Thank you :*

    deevena: Thank you. :) I am flattered by your words. :) Keep visiting :)

  10. I have no words.The story is super amazing! Fell in love with the whole story..i mean..I was practically gripped right from the start till the very end!! Good one Srinidhi!! :)

  11. Hey keep posting such good and meaningful articles.